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zephyrofgod ([personal profile] zephyrofgod) wrote2005-02-03 09:43 pm

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I miss my [livejournal.com profile] antistotic. A lot.

I miss his arms, holding me, rocking me to sleep.

I miss his eyes, searching me, searching my soul for answers to the tough questions.

I miss his hands, massaging my head with my headaches, or my knee with pain or even just holding my hand.

*cries*

I just miss him so much. And it's going to be a while before I can visit him.

I hate being this far away from someone I love this dearly.

Actually, I think this is worse than the time he was in the hospital. Nothing I have of his smells like him anymore. Nothing. I miss his scent, the way his hair moved through my fingers. I miss everything.

*cries some more*

I'll be okay...I hope.

[identity profile] lrdfaelan.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
I feel your pain. I miss chibi_pink. Her smile, her excitement. She got me to dance.

I'm not sure when I'll see her next...

But she is on a wonderful adventure. Her kids (students) are really cute and are lucky to have her there.

We won't be able to spend our anniversery together (Feb 15th for those who want to know) but that's ok. We can't have everything but I have a wonderful woman who loves me...and makes me smile.

Maybe antistotic will send out a shirt or something.

Love is wierd but wonderful...painful (sometimes)and pleasurable, no?

[identity profile] revdrsyn.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
If I may ask, where is he?

A beautiful day in the neighborhood

[identity profile] dragoncaller.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
P'raps if you sight in your rifle scope, you won't miss so much? (Kidding!)
;)

[identity profile] xpashax.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Long distance relationships are a freaking pain. I just got a family cell plan so my SO and I talk without restraction.

[identity profile] escapingnod.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 01:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I was driving down the road yesterday and ran into my ex-girlfriend. Then I backed up and ran into her again. Sometimes I miss her.

LOL!

Hang in there. (((hugs))). Long distnace relationships are tough, but I've seen them work. My wife and I have been married for three years, but a majority of our dating was done on the phone.

[identity profile] jadeejf.livejournal.com 2005-02-04 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey :)

I noticed you friended me, and you've got a rather random assortment of my lj-friends, so I friended you back. Weird. You know Ann and John J. Very odd :)

Anyway, I'm going to skim your journal further, and I know this isn't the best post to say hi on, but Hi :) Also, for the record, long-distance relationships are workable, as I know fairly well- is he away for a long time? Is there an end date to the seperation?

[identity profile] msgolightly82.livejournal.com 2005-02-05 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
awww hon... *hugs* I'm sorry! I can't even imagine how that must feel. But yall have a great relationship and this seperation won't last. Before you know it you'll be together forever!!