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[zephyrofgod]

I miss my antistotic. A lot.

I miss his arms, holding me, rocking me to sleep.

I miss his eyes, searching me, searching my soul for answers to the tough questions.

I miss his hands, massaging my head with my headaches, or my knee with pain or even just holding my hand.

*cries*

I just miss him so much. And it's going to be a while before I can visit him.

I hate being this far away from someone I love this dearly.

Actually, I think this is worse than the time he was in the hospital. Nothing I have of his smells like him anymore. Nothing. I miss his scent, the way his hair moved through my fingers. I miss everything.

*cries some more*

I'll be okay...I hope.

Comments

[lrdfaelan.livejournal.com]

I feel your pain. I miss chibi_pink. Her smile, her excitement. She got me to dance.

I'm not sure when I'll see her next...

But she is on a wonderful adventure. Her kids (students) are really cute and are lucky to have her there.

We won't be able to spend our anniversery together (Feb 15th for those who want to know) but that's ok. We can't have everything but I have a wonderful woman who loves me...and makes me smile.

Maybe antistotic will send out a shirt or something.

Love is wierd but wonderful...painful (sometimes)and pleasurable, no?

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

Agreed. It's not like we're that far, but I'm so used to spending most of my time with him. As far as I'm concerned, we're good as married just by the emotional commmitment we have.

It's just really hard.

Love is one of those crazy emotions that I still don't get. At all.

[tidesong.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

[revdrsyn.livejournal.com]

If I may ask, where is he?

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

He's about a hundred miles away, in Maryville, Missouri, the town where we both went to college at.

A beautiful day in the neighborhood

[dragoncaller.livejournal.com]

P'raps if you sight in your rifle scope, you won't miss so much? (Kidding!)
;)

Re: A beautiful day in the neighborhood

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

You are a bad bad bad man, dragoncaller. :P

Re: A beautiful day in the neighborhood

[dragoncaller.livejournal.com]

But a very, very good shot. ;)

[xpashax.livejournal.com]

Long distance relationships are a freaking pain. I just got a family cell plan so my SO and I talk without restraction.

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

I'm attempting to get one so that I can talk to him more. I'm also paying off $3000 and some change in student loans.

[xpashax.livejournal.com]

Could be easier depending on how you use the phone. She has a 600/month plan that she hardly exceeded until she began talking to me. I got a 850/month plan for us both, she only uses it to talk to me so I got all 850 to myself, i'll never use that much. Once her contract expires, we're going to go into the family plan together, calculate our minutes and increase to whatever we need to cover the both of us. Right now she pays $50/month, if we went in on this plan together it would cost us $30/month each for 850 minutes, so we're bound to save money even after we jack it up a bit.

Defenitly a nice little first step on that road to financial and resource co-dependance sharing. ;-)

[escapingnod.livejournal.com]

I was driving down the road yesterday and ran into my ex-girlfriend. Then I backed up and ran into her again. Sometimes I miss her.

LOL!

Hang in there. (((hugs))). Long distnace relationships are tough, but I've seen them work. My wife and I have been married for three years, but a majority of our dating was done on the phone.

[jadeejf.livejournal.com]

Hey :)

I noticed you friended me, and you've got a rather random assortment of my lj-friends, so I friended you back. Weird. You know Ann and John J. Very odd :)

Anyway, I'm going to skim your journal further, and I know this isn't the best post to say hi on, but Hi :) Also, for the record, long-distance relationships are workable, as I know fairly well- is he away for a long time? Is there an end date to the seperation?

[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

Not in the near future, no...but there is always hope.

[msgolightly82.livejournal.com]

awww hon... *hugs* I'm sorry! I can't even imagine how that must feel. But yall have a great relationship and this seperation won't last. Before you know it you'll be together forever!!