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[zephyrofgod]

I miss my antistotic. A lot.

I miss his arms, holding me, rocking me to sleep.

I miss his eyes, searching me, searching my soul for answers to the tough questions.

I miss his hands, massaging my head with my headaches, or my knee with pain or even just holding my hand.

*cries*

I just miss him so much. And it's going to be a while before I can visit him.

I hate being this far away from someone I love this dearly.

Actually, I think this is worse than the time he was in the hospital. Nothing I have of his smells like him anymore. Nothing. I miss his scent, the way his hair moved through my fingers. I miss everything.

*cries some more*

I'll be okay...I hope.

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[zephyrofgod.livejournal.com]

I'm attempting to get one so that I can talk to him more. I'm also paying off $3000 and some change in student loans.

[xpashax.livejournal.com]

Could be easier depending on how you use the phone. She has a 600/month plan that she hardly exceeded until she began talking to me. I got a 850/month plan for us both, she only uses it to talk to me so I got all 850 to myself, i'll never use that much. Once her contract expires, we're going to go into the family plan together, calculate our minutes and increase to whatever we need to cover the both of us. Right now she pays $50/month, if we went in on this plan together it would cost us $30/month each for 850 minutes, so we're bound to save money even after we jack it up a bit.

Defenitly a nice little first step on that road to financial and resource co-dependance sharing. ;-)