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Gah.

I hate when my computer/power receptacle is being flaky.

Take two.

Happy New Year! This is the start of my own personal new beginning.

For all of you...I think maybe...oh, two people on my flist are aware of what's gone on in the past week.

I was suspended from NWMSU...again, due to insufficient grades. However, I will not take this suspension lying down. The last time I was suspended, it was my fault. I was over-involved in the fun on-campus activities, and did not do my homework/papers, etcetera. In short, I failed myself.

This time...well...I'll post the letter I fired back to Northwest. My parents were upset. I'm a better writer than a speaker, just so you know. My greatest problem is focusing my work. Writing allows me this focus. Speaking doesn't. After my parents read the letter I wrote to the Registrar, they started to see what had occured.

( letter to the registrar...a plea for a swift return )

So yes. I'm worried sick. I've got a room full of my stuff that I can't get to. I don't know if I'll be allowed to return. I'm hoping I will. I ended this semester with a 1.86 GPA. The school requires a 2.0 GPA to stay, albeit on probation.

My grades are as follows.

Geography B
Concepts of Math D
Literature C
Chorale (activity) A
Biology Lecture D
Biology Lab B

So. Does anyone find it amazing in the least that I bombed the lecture and aced the lab? I'll give you a hint: different profs. It's not like I don't know biology. However, the lecture prof essentially requires one to relearn biology formed in her own image. It's enough to make me want to write to the department head.

And that won't change a thing. Y'see, she writes all of the lab textbooks for the department. Yeah. The $50 lab manual I bought, she wrote. Go figure.

Sigh.

I miss antistotic. Especially cuddling. Dear Lord. *sigh* And I'm even back to writing more poetry.

Christmas was good. I've never had a big Christmas. Ever. My family's not made enough money to really have a big Christmas. But, y'know what? It's not about the size of a Christmas.

I got socks. And undewear. And books, most I've finished already. And jammies.

And I'm thankful for them.

I'm thankful for my antistotic. And my family. And my best friend, higashigrl7.

And I'm thankful for a Saviour who came to Earth as a baby. Think about it. A cosmic God, with supreme power, coming to Earth as a harmless baby. And then, was willing to give His life for mine. That's sacrifice.

Thank you.

Oh yes, before I forget...if you have any ideas for pleading/suing/etc...please let me know.

Thanks.

Z

(no subject)

Gah.

I hate when my computer/power receptacle is being flaky.

Take two.

Happy New Year! This is the start of my own personal new beginning.

For all of you...I think maybe...oh, two people on my flist are aware of what's gone on in the past week.

I was suspended from NWMSU...again, due to insufficient grades. However, I will not take this suspension lying down. The last time I was suspended, it was my fault. I was over-involved in the fun on-campus activities, and did not do my homework/papers, etcetera. In short, I failed myself.

This time...well...I'll post the letter I fired back to Northwest. My parents were upset. I'm a better writer than a speaker, just so you know. My greatest problem is focusing my work. Writing allows me this focus. Speaking doesn't. After my parents read the letter I wrote to the Registrar, they started to see what had occured.

( letter to the registrar...a plea for a swift return )

So yes. I'm worried sick. I've got a room full of my stuff that I can't get to. I don't know if I'll be allowed to return. I'm hoping I will. I ended this semester with a 1.86 GPA. The school requires a 2.0 GPA to stay, albeit on probation.

My grades are as follows.

Geography B
Concepts of Math D
Literature C
Chorale (activity) A
Biology Lecture D
Biology Lab B

So. Does anyone find it amazing in the least that I bombed the lecture and aced the lab? I'll give you a hint: different profs. It's not like I don't know biology. However, the lecture prof essentially requires one to relearn biology formed in her own image. It's enough to make me want to write to the department head.

And that won't change a thing. Y'see, she writes all of the lab textbooks for the department. Yeah. The $50 lab manual I bought, she wrote. Go figure.

Sigh.

I miss antistotic. Especially cuddling. Dear Lord. *sigh* And I'm even back to writing more poetry.

Christmas was good. I've never had a big Christmas. Ever. My family's not made enough money to really have a big Christmas. But, y'know what? It's not about the size of a Christmas.

I got socks. And undewear. And books, most I've finished already. And jammies.

And I'm thankful for them.

I'm thankful for my antistotic. And my family. And my best friend, higashigrl7.

And I'm thankful for a Saviour who came to Earth as a baby. Think about it. A cosmic God, with supreme power, coming to Earth as a harmless baby. And then, was willing to give His life for mine. That's sacrifice.

Thank you.

Oh yes, before I forget...if you have any ideas for pleading/suing/etc...please let me know.

Thanks.

Z

(no subject)

I would like everyone to go down this list and pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

dominant or submissive
logical or intuitive
social or loner
kinky or vanilla
cute or sophisticated
kitten or puppy
warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
leader or follower
quiet or talkative
spontaneous or planned

(no subject)

I would like everyone to go down this list and pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

dominant or submissive
logical or intuitive
social or loner
kinky or vanilla
cute or sophisticated
kitten or puppy
warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
leader or follower
quiet or talkative
spontaneous or planned